ALRIGHT!

where should i begin?

well. kp, zen and myself sent serene off to beijing Saturday morning. poor girl. i miss her.

went to work after that. Event held at Vivo. Omy.com event.

was there to stand GUARD at my "area" harhar. BROADCASTING to be exact.

passerbys could actually come over and try to experience the "feel" of being a reporter. and if they pick up their courage to give it a try, we would give them a pair of movie tickets to the sneak preview shows as a complimentary.

some aunties came and gave it a try. oh. not A try. but MANY TRIES! just for the pathetic movie tickets lar! gosh you can really see this auntie queuing again and again lor. till i ran out of movie tickets.

the weather is BLARDY HOT. fats burned. im happy! haha. self proclaimed of my lost weight. actually gained. harhar!

pay is rather attractive. so no matter how BLARDY HOT the weather is, missy's eagerness for the pay is IRRESISTIBLE .

facial with sweetheart during the weekends. my face feels reborn. HARHAR!

caught Resident Evil. love it.

cam whored too.

holidays will soon come to an end. im actually looking forward to school. but dreads a little too. hates the getting up early everyday.

PICTURES!! - many of myself-

i think my sweetheart will have a heart attack when he sees all these. "why would my girlfriend cam whored soooo damn much?" harhar. make do with that and love me more. HARHAR.


its work with MEI MEI! love her!


FUNNY!


in the ladies.


The Sweet yet lovable yet memorable yet yummilicious dinner i had with my sweetheart!


my duper painful blueblack.


the most disgusting rubbish on earth. AT WORK.

let me introduce you guys the most character alike, lovable, act cute professional, macho, smart and very handsome person. HE IS NONE OTHER THAN MY BELOVED BOYFRIEND! HARHAR!

I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!! I REALLY DO!!

-screams. i miss my precious mr rou dan! AHHHH! cant wait for wednesday!

i love playing gong fu fighting with my boyfriend. guess who won? NONE. coz we both lied down breathless. HARHAR! its so tiring! but FUN! shall we do that again darling? hahaha!

i wanna eat XO beehoon darling!!!!!!!!!!

OHHHH I LOVE MY NEW DRESS!!!

and yes. Girlfriends meet up tomorrow! BBQ and all! im gonna love it to the max! GOOD FOOD! here missy fly!!!

:random:

i have been getting to bed very "early" and getting up very "early" too~

and the new term starts in a week plus. how am i gonna adjust my late night sleep timings i wondered.

oh well. i got this super duper big blueblack on my left knee. HURHUR. the cause of it? while in the changing, i hit my knee against marble basin. haha! and tadah, duper big blueblack.

SO UGLY.

i have to work today, and im not looking forward. so boring!! its thurdays oh! like FINALLY?!

i cant wait for saturday. excited~!

i want to go on diet.

i need running.

i need a tan.

i feel fat and white like a pig.

HURHUR.

oh ya. i met my sweetheart yesterday. I MISS HIM!

i have to master the technique of cooking -sweet and sour pork- before he flys to aussie.

and his mummy has got the RECEIPE! hehe.

i got two months and twenty two days to master it. enough time nots?

this is human, i prepared dinner for him the other night, soups vegetables meat and all. now he is requesting for more... aiyeer. another pig. HARHAR!

why cant he cook for me huh? i like baked rice, spaghetti, cereal prawns etc. can you master it? cook for me before you fly too. haha!

miss him miss him miss him!

lets talk about yesterday.

i met my sweetest cousin in town for lunch Manhattan Fish Market. exact place : Plaza Sing. its on her treat. harhar! so sweet alright! LOVE HER! and dear, im missing the Country Mushroom now!!

we chatted and chatted. cant imagine that i really miss her that much. we chatted loads. :P

and next we headed down Cathay for movie! and we caught BALLS OF FURY! oh my gosh! MAGGIE Q HAS SUCHA HOT BODY! how i wish i can be like her~~~~~~~~ harhar!

thanks dear for everything. its deeply appreciated by missy moi. hees ",)

oh yes! YOU KNOW! not all guys from new urban male are GAYS! haha. WHY? proud to say, one of the staff wanted to befriend me yesterday!! but to think again, not too proud too.. why? the "standard" of the guys there dropped drastically. harhar!

i was like really? who is the guy? where is he? and his friend said: hes behind shelves. AIY!!! cousin wanted to tell him that i am actually her GIRLFRIEND! but she ended everything by saying: she has a boyfriend already. THANKS DEAR! always there to help moi! hehe. :P

and TODAY!

IT IS A GREAT DAY!

my boyfriend and i headed for Kboxing Session. and off we headed to Suntec for "marketing". coz. imma chef in da house tonight!

i cooked for my boyfriend. DINNER! and its hell tiring. sweats~

soup, vegetables, etc... it took me 2hours. please be honoured my darling!

normally, i have serene with me to cook too. we share jobs to do. but tonight, its specially for my sweetheart. haha..so noone is available to help cept for my bf. but well cant do, coz its specially for HIM! harhar.

and i left some for my bro too! OHHHH im sucha sweet sister RIGHT?!

went WINDOW SHOPPING. and!!! i wanna buy SKIN CARE PRODUCTS! im MAD about it!

and i taste a little of the one pint of Ben and Jerrys Chocolate Fudge Brownie. gosh it taste way too yummilicious....

oh ya. thanks to jo for being so nice with the MEDIUM YAMI YOGURT icy ker limmuu!! SO NICE OF YOU LAR! thank you!

oh! someone forwarded this clip to me. and ive been thinking about it all day!

try pouring Coke on PORK. i guarantee you will be never touch pork and be halal.

why do i say that? damn the stupid clip.

imma lover of the PIG ORGAN SOUP. and definitely PORK RIBS and all. but that clip totally ERKS me.

this somebody poured coke on pork. and 2hours later, i see MAGGOTS growing from the PORK. disgusting. whats wrong with COKE? life threatening lor! imagine maggots growing in your stomach? after eating pork and drinking coke? omgosh!

i told my brother and guess what.. he took a look at his big stomach and..... change topic. HARHAR!

its Man Utd and B Ham tonight...

=> JAN(my pretty sister in law) enjoy your PHUKET TRIP TOMORROW!

life is just sooooo good!

oh. i miss serene!

just got up from bed. and here i am fellowshipping with my blog. haha!

ive uploaded some pictures. oh ya. by the way. just for some of your information. im back to my camwhoring times again!! i miss camwhoring!!

moi!














the presents one at serene's birthday celebration down at Tony Roma's (orchard).

im gonna play today! YEA!!

i miss my darling sweetheart.

ill be back for some REAL updates. :)

i have a very hardworking brother.

he slogged like mad at work. all i do is study and do a bit of part time.

im happy when he comes home and shares with me about his work. the tips he got and all. i hope i could quickly graduate and work. so that i can at least lighten the burden he is carrying now. he gave up studies just to work, not that he is tired of school. its just that my dad over in taiwan aint "really" supporting us. and my brother is really a smart kid in school. top in class alright. not once but EVERY year!!! what about me? im just among the top 10 well im standing 8th in class when i was in primary school only! that was my only -hao lian- part! SIGH. why God let him work so young? i guess he would accomplish better in future. what if my brother become a rich man? wow! he will become a rich man!! and i will become a rich woman!!!!! i think? haha! im still rich now! a penny more! haha!

oh ya. talking about studies. know what!!! there was once i see my brother studying at night. i was like my gosh.. "act hardworking ah" and many days later he brought back results. guess what?! if i didnt remember wrongly. its 95/100 either that or 98/100 lar. just the very high marks lar. damn smart right!!! he is a smart kid! now a smart man! haha! but still a person always need a helping hand. who can give him a helping hand?

dear God, please send my brother his guardian angel.

sometimes when i take a look at my brother, i wondered. what are his goals? his dreams? what he wants to accomplish in life? but when he tell me his plans. im very happy. well just that i didnt show my HAPPINESS out lar. hard on the outside right? haha!

i think God is good to the both of us. at least we both still have got each other. thou we always QUARREL. but we "xiang yi wei ming" alright. i love him still. he is always my "gor gor" not "ge ge" i dont like the sound "ge ge" so drama. haha.

i pray that my brother would see more colours in life. and God please give him a helping hand. he needs it. im sure.

as for myself, ME TOO. i need to see more colours thou i think my life is equally colourful. haha! i need the smart brain like my bros. i wanna be smarTER. i want to slog as hard as my brother..

i need God's helping hands too. my one and only Father in Heaven.

well. im gonna work later. YESH. more money coming in! its so gonna be a good day!

my sweetheart has finally started ground school. the staying in at Air Force School. im so gonna miss him like mad. and days counting down to departing to Aussie. its so damn near.

oh yes. he aint able to celebrate my actual birthday with me this year. so my dear beloveds! please do something!!!

sweetheart and i went cycling yesterday!!! how great! sporting eh! hehe! and damn i fly outta the bicycle. HAHAR! i really flew out and lie on the side of the path.really the lying face now kind? but yea my face very important to me so... no face down just body. haha.

and damn! i got a big blue black on my left knee. and a slight abrasion on my right knee. and red patches on my both palm. haha!

i got loadsa pictures to upload. but have yet to receive from serene.

celebrated serene's 20th birthday at Tony Roma's Restaurant on the 19th. had a great dinner. yummilicious. full slab of St louis style ribs. wings, cheese sticks, onion loaf. bake potato and all. great! and with addition her Gelare's 100% ice cream birthday cake. it certainly taste as great!

off we headed down to clarke quay. drank and sang. i had a great time. but so sorry serene dear that i was on the phone half of the time. haha!

oh ya. i hope you like my presents too!! most importantly! I LOVE YOU!!!

and my 20th is coming very soon!

i'll be back with pictures soon!

oh ya. the very important match yesterday. are you guys happy? man utd is way too cool!

and i caught chuck and larry with sweetheart! DAMN funny! go watch it~

things has gotten better now.

and. I LOVE WATCHING GHOST WHISPERER!

the gorgeous looking!

and i love MOCHI PEACH ICE CREAM!

yummilicious!

pizza was mmmmmmm yum yum!!!!

get well soon my dearest serene!!! poor girl, food poisoning.

pays coming in to me in no time! WHEEEE!

my roller coaster is still going down now.

why hasnt it start going up yet?

how am i supposed to keep myself from falling?

i am so damn sad.

i never wanted things to be like that.

i hope things gets better.

im still sad thou.

hi world~

phew its finally a rest day for me. feels good doing nothing much. not exactly doing nothing. im BLOGGING. harhar.

well what have i been up to recently?

im got myself into some shit. why shit? its hell loadsa shit lor! hate it.

i went to work for NATAS fair from friday to sun. morning till night. i thought its gonna be super easy task to work 12hours as im already a 12hours part timer at my current job.

but hell no! the people i worked with are definitely great. as they are my CLASSMATES mah. but the supervisors! omg. SUCK!

i dont care if they are supervisors. i respect them if they do their job. SHOW GOOD EXAMPLE! but hey. they SLACKED like mad within their own group at the bloody same place. and told us that we are not supposed to stand there. oh yea right not supposed to, what are you doing here? with your group of very "hardworking" friends?

they are just holding flyers and sticking together. groups of 4 or 5 i guess. thats working? they are staying put at one place? TALKING. ya prolly give out a few pieces of flyers lor.

we are walking round the whole place to give out the flyers. if we dont, we will be bored to death. coz the very "hardworking" people will walk to us tell us spread out or something. and we obviously aint supposed to nua. and the place is super boring.

we are bored and we cant rest for a while, so roxann and i started to "zi" high! we started laughing and advertising ourselves: TRAVEL INSURANCE 50% DISCOUNT!!! TRAVEL INSURANCE!!! HALF PRICE!! HI TAKE A LOOK! HI!! PLEASE TAKE ONE! TAKE A LOOK!!!

we even target the little kids! those kids whose parents are carrying and those walking with parents even those who are at other counters...

we even came out with this:" you wanna touch our star star balloon right? take one first. den i let you touch" and the kids really did as told. haha!

this is how bored. i think i deserved a higher pay. haha. and sunday was the last day. i decided to nua abit. so after giving out loadsa flyers and witnessing the very "hardworking" people NUA again. i got abit turned off at work. so i wanted to nua too. we walked to a very outta world place. but some i dont know which kaypo. told the supervisors. and they brought their whole group of very "hardworking" ones to spot check. and while walking said things like : hor caught you guys again. nuaing. and etc etc. i cant be bothered with them. i treat them like just some nonsensical beings walking pass.

they have no rights to say we NUA coz they themselves nua more than we do! we walked rounds and rounds and we keep seeing them nua! ridiculous. they are the nua kings and queens.

i was quite pissed with them. the supervisors. gosh! please show you are supervisor material can! when asked why they can stand there. one took a very close look at the others name tag with the supervisor tag. meaning they can stand there coz they are supervisor.

RUBBISH. total rubbish. supervisor take money only ah? theres no need to work? stand only lar? i guess they feel im kinda rude to them. but yea im stating facts!

they come to me and said we nua. so we go to them and i saw they nua so i said they nua! and one supervisor standing at the COKE place facing inside told me he aint nuaing he giving out flyers!

i wanted to laugh like mad. coz theres noone inside coke booth other than the other nua kings and queens!!!!!!

and im so not gonna work at this fair for that company again!

i got loadsa pictures to share... but im lazy! haha!

i miss serene!

i wanna go shopping!!!!!

i cant wait for WEDNESDAY!!!!!

its gonna be a good time my sweetest people!!

belated10thdarling~

my exams are OVER!

AND ITS PLAYIME!

lets burn the papers! harhar!!

feels good. like a large burden is carried off me. no more studying till wee hours and not being able to sleep and stressing too much. but hey. i did not break down. HARHAR.

i rushed home after my last paper around 4pm. getting ready to head out to meet my sweetheart. his on block leave the whole of this week. but im only able to spend 2 days together with him. SIGH! first was preparing for exams, second is that im working for the upcoming Natas Fair. can earn quite alot in just 3 days. so not gonna miss that chance. haha. and sweethearts starting ground school soon. im gonna miss him very much.

caught ratatouille and dinner at Crystal Jade Dining in at Vivo. superb meal. great company. delicious food served. wonderful service. it was three digit. haha!!

and today is gonna be a GOOD DAY WORLD!

heres something i thought it could give people some motivation? to... keep on keeping on!!

Whatever your cross
whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine,
after the rain...

Perhaps you may stumble,
perhaps even fall,
But God's always ready,
To answer your call...

He knows every heartache,
sees every tear,
A word from His lips,
can calm every fear...

Your sorrows may linger,
throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish,
in dawn's early light...

The Saviour is waiting,
somewhere above,
To give you His grace,
and send you His love...

Whatever your cross,
whatever your pain,
"God always sends rainbows...
after the rain..."

i guess God has kept all my tears in a very big bottle in heaven. i actually prayed for my exams and i did all my exams with a peaceful heart! and i thank God for it. i know He is always there. to give me a better day!

so its gonna be a GOOD DAY!!!

OMGOSHH!!!!!

EXAM STRESS!!!!

i was mugging the whole of the week and mugging the whole of yesterday for the paper today. and its Principal Of Marketing.

its hell tons of WORDS to remember. well, fact is, to understand the whole book. and especially trying to understand the definition of this and that. oh man! i bet the whole shit has killed my brain cells. poor brainy of mine.

my darling sweetheart bought BRANDS CHICKEN ESSENCE for missy moi! how sweet can he be???!!

i offered one to serene. hopefully her wings can fly! to work harder for the last paper of hers! no more red bulls darling. BRANDS more healthy!

i was studying up till the wee hours last night. i was nervous, stressed, worried and etc. i couldnt sleep, understand the book and all.

called up my boyfriend at 2plus. he asked me to sleep. i did so. but i went back to mugged till 5am. i was lying on my bed. trying to sleep BUT! i just cant! the "what is market segmentation?" "what is the marketing research process?" "consumer buying behaviour?" "Public Relations?" "the macro and micro environment?" ETC ETC just keep running in and out in and out.

can you guys feel my stress?? its not only that! and the Office Admin and Banking Finance TOO!

i was mugging like mad and i received a very STUPID call at 430am!

this fucking idiot has been calling for quite sometime. not on my mobile but my HOME. its just that my brother has warned me earlier about that call. saying that this person calls and scold vulgarities for nuts.

each time he/she calls i didnt want to bother. so i left the home phone ringing. RIGHT IN THE VERY "EARLY" MORNING! it just kept ringing for damn long lar!

so yesterday. i know its that bastard/bitch. i answered the call. the person just screamed : CHAO CHEE BYE!

and i replied: KAO PEI LAR! i wanted to add on all the whatever vulgarities i know. and i wanted to continue to say im studying like mad here dont come and disturb me you lousy animal. but before i could, that thing ended the call.

and it sounded scary. felt as thou my life is being threatened. sounded like a disgusting old man. but also sounded like a old grandmother. has been calling all these while alright! its kinda getting on my nerves.

how did that "bastardy" person get my home number? and who is he/she? i offended noone too! unless some old people is jealous of missy moi.

talking about jealousness. i hate people who gets jealous for i dont know what reasons. why couldnt one just be CONTENTED with oneself. rather than being JEALOUS of others. dont be stupid, how jealous you are of others, you are just jealous but you aint gonna be like them. its time to wake up and be yourself rather than wasting your time to be JEALOUS! it makes you stupid.

and also about kind people. its none other than my dearest serene! harhar!

also, i concluded that i love to talk rubbish! my boyfriend says im just too stressed out nowadays! PARDON MOI!

why does my fringe seemed like it has stopped growing. why my hair length seemed like it will never will long too? no more cheapo haircuts.

nice weather these days. love it.

love my sweetest sweetheart most! -end

my sweetheart is in the CLUB now while i just got home from a very late dinner after much torturing mugging session.

I AM SO GONNA CLUB AFTER MY EXAMS! IM GONNA IM GONNA CLUBBBBBB!!

im preparing for just 3 paper but it takes more than a week to do so......

my sweetheart is enjoying himself. im so jealous......... please take pictures with pretty ladies if you think there is. if, any...

there shouldnt be right? coz im the prettiest. haha!!!

i want to do many things. but theres too little time for me......

please tell me that i have done my very best and that i should keep on keeping on!

i love my friends!

i thought i should head to the gym today.

and yeap i was there for the whole of two hours.

now i hope that after all the exercising, my mood gets better and able to study HARDER. haha. hope all the !@#% gets into this brain of mine. haha.

i wanna head gym-ing again!

itsmuggingtime.again..

hi world.

i received a call that got me pondering on why would one think SO damn much on a simple word? and worst of all, aint thinking towards the positive but the negative. it might cause others to think im actually a damn PROUD person. its quite disappointing.

i would definitely be proud if i have gotten it and eventually EXCEL in it. but lo and behold, i haven even GOT IT for God sake?

i said i was assured of this thingy. but what i meant was that im really keen about it and im gonna work hard. and that im working hard to GET it. not i know and i am ASSURED that i have already GOTTEN it.

such a word carries deep meaning to the extend of receiving a call to ask for some clarification. it kinda gave me a shock.

all i said was one simple word. but i dont understand why would one simple word would cause other to go the EXTRA mile to think for more.

moreover i thought that one knows what i meant. but if one does, that call wouldnt be ringing earlier. so, the one actually dont even know who i AM.

and i dont even think one needs to call to ask. or, why would it even go across one mind to think that way of me?

on the lighter note.

oh yea. i had a great dinner tonight. wonderful meal with great companions.

if you guys noticed, ive not blogged much. well. the fact is, ive nothing to blog.

ive been studying. but i dont know if im so stressed up that i feel and fear that my A is getting further and further away from me. and coz of that im kind of like panicking. but it just doesnt show.

i need to exercise too. i feel fat like a pig. and my unhealthy lifestyle is killing me. the no running, the no swimming all those is really killing me.

i cant wait for hols to come and im gonna exercise to the max. feel my life is so unhealthy coz of the never exercise jessie. cannot take it. i need to get ME back soon.

i need shopping therapy too. im so damn bored with the same outfit all the time. dresses i want. heels shoes etc etc all i want.

alright. i need to fellowship with my lala now. nights world.

"pre-exam" sickness~

hateit):

thanks serene dearest for everything. bighuggie for big deary.

who shall i thank but God for all of you? thanks dearest serene!

one who never fails to encourage me. never fails to motivate me. never fails to listen to my complains and never fails to scold my boyfriend! HARHAR! the last part obviously is a JOKE~

my love for him is like a BAAM! each tickles on the clock, my love for him tickles. i want him. all of him. every single bit of him. my sweetest baby! LOVE HIM!

a way to your secret place.

take my tears and pain away!

cant believe that im in love. everyday~

im happy that my friends around me found the pillar to call their own. the man they love. im happy for them.

and i definitely love the man who holds the important key to my heart too! HARHAR!

I LOVE MY SWEETEST BABY!

MY ALL SO PRECIOUS SWEETEST ONE!

I LOVE YOU MOST!

-blessed me-

my life is like a roller coaster ride.

and right now my roller coaster is riding down.

i wish for a better roller coaster ride soon.

God build me a better roller coaster. please.

i think im the most unfortunate person in the world.

i have the most unreasonable and low life brother.

he rudely told me to: SHUT UP JESSIE. im on the phone.

am i his dog or what i wondered?

he thinks im being irritating when i was asking him a question. did he move my floor mat to his computer area.

and why did i ask that? coz his computer area is damn fucking dirty. and my floor mat is damn clean. and it aint once. i got a reply from the other friend saying it was the wind that blew my floor mat over. wind so strong one meh? i wondered too.. and i have to wait till he end the i dont know how long call to answer this simple question?

maybe ya. but he should at least say PROPERLY. like jessie im on the phone ask me later k? but hes not like that. he kinda raised his voice at me.

i was angry with my brother coz of his fucking low down attitude. hes down with chicken pox now. and im just being caring to tell him to BATH everyday when he usually dont do that! and that i told him to wash his bed sheets and etc to keep it clean so he wouldnt scratch till his skin gets off. or rather looked rotten like now!

i even pass some medicated cream for him. asked him to bath right away as he smells horrible. he doesnt want to. he said later. when i can clearly see PUS coming out from the wounded thingy. oh ya he also asked: chicken pox need to bath everyday one meh?

hello! normal human being bath at least twice a day lar!!!!! even if they do not have chicken pox.

all in all i meant good!

i also said no to eating chicken, and dark soya sauce and eat healthly all. i fucking meant good.

but he feels IRRITATED!

thats more than enough to piss me off.

next.

i called up my boyfriend to COMPLAIN.

halfway tru our conversation, serene called.

so i asked him to HOLD ON. and so i answered her call.

when i returned. HE ENDED THE CALL!

i didnt even said bye or anything. all i heard was TOOT TOOT TOOT TOOT.

this show how IMPORTANT I AM?! all the your so important to me etc.. i feel otherwise now thou.

he dont even have the patience TO WAIT for me to get back on the line with him!

he said that im chatting with serene and he doesnt know when would i end serene's call so he ended his.

but i was chatting with him and serene just called to ask somethings! so i said HOLD ON!

as per normal reaction or rather behaviour, a person surely waits for the caller to get back on the line patiently. but im surprised that i have met someone rather different.

if your boss calls you and he has another call coming in. do you hold or do you end your call? without hearing what your boss has to say??????

what are HOLD ON for?? can some good souls come enlighten me?!

so isit my fault or what?!

this is another worst day of my blessed life. the hair the mood the people the every single shit.

SCREAM!!!!!!

i fucking got a fucking ugly haircut.

and im looking so fucking ugly.

i fucking wanna scream at the china lady to learn english so that i can communicate with her. not that my mandarin suck. just that i only know how to describe in ENGLISH you see? SIGH

i fucking said SLOPE she dont understand. and the SLOPE i got was fucking short.

i said maintain the hair length and i fucking got no length maintained.

and i fucking thank her for cutting my beloved long hair before i stepped out of that fucking salon.

i dont deny that i am fucking angry now.

profanities pardoned.

i reached home. my bro friend saw me and laughed.

fucking sad.

he commented that i look like a CHINA girl.

so yea. welcome me this cheenaaa missy.

sighs. super upset. no face to head out later.

so ugly. the aunty said: when grow long already, it will look like your previous hairstyle. as shown on your handphone.

ARGH. i set my screensaver as my face! coz my hair looked damn beautiful. but i see myself now.. its a disaster.

feel this day is the worst day of my blessed life...

where is my sweetheart. come hug me now darling. i feel like digging a hole to hide.

SO UGLY!

no more self confidence.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. let me whine....

i realised im not a faithful blogger. but i know i have many faithful readers. harhar.

well well.

time passes.

as time passes. my sweetest one will head for his -ground school- staying in and all. and probably fly right away to Pearce for his pilot trainings.

and im certain that its a huge challenge. and definitely a NO weakling person like me would be waiting for him in Singapore.

it aint one easy task to be done thou. not task. but challenge to overcome. what do you call a challenge when you can overcome it so easily? harhar. it aint easy. so its a challenge. a truck load of challenges. and im very much sure that i can overcome it.

but. ill definitely whine like mad. harhar. im a whiner. haas. lifes still goes on...

so then it will be the work shop play go mad time. i have my sistas to go ooo lala together with!

well actually im missing him right now. while hes out for pooling sessions with his friends.

he surprised me at work with food for dinner last night. all the way down for me. very nice meal. thoughtful enough to know that i cant bite due to the teeth tightening on friday. im so happy and touched. asking myself: why do i have such a great boyfriend? and im thanking God for him.

why am i sharing about him here? harhar. he must be feeling damn proud of himself. well you should actually. HARHAR.

im gonna make sure im not a worry for him while he is away. and i am 100% sure that im with you for all times darling! not physically but yet mentally. and definitely. MR, YOUR MISSY CAN TAKE GREAT CARE OF HERSELF AT ALL TIMES TOO!

let me change a topic.

was chatting with serene dearest.

we came to the topic of crying together. scoldings too.

when i was heartbroken, definitely not coz of my beloved mr. she was here for me. and thanks to my "heartbrokeness" that got me closer to mr. harhars. and serene and i went shopping for the whole day. at just one level and spent around 400 plus! hars.

and the crying every single day. calling her up and letting her scold for every single shit about that heart broken thingy. she was practically repeating the whole scoldings lah. but hey. its worthwhile darling. i came totally outta it. and i found someone who really loves me for just me! HARHAR.

but without her, i think my heart will just die. oh ya. thanks for her scoldings too. it surely gotten me wide awake. haha.

im grateful to her! haha! so much!

she added: if i were to buy a bed for her to put at my room, she would stay over to accompany me during my lonely days.

im so damn touched.

thinking back. gosh, why did i cried so much? haha. she said i would definitely feel silly. and yes i do actually felt that way as she pointed. but im very grateful. ive learned and moved on. and the happily ever after. harhar. doisoundedlame? haha. happily ever after.

ive no topic or particular topic to talk about. i just wanted to type. touch on anything i feel like doing so.

im actually thankful for the people i met. and the people im with. and definitely the one i love and cherish. my sweetheart mr.

oh ya. im not committing suicide tomorrow. dont worry.

idontknowwhatimbloggingabout.ithinkineedtosleep.laughs.

HI my beloved readers!

pardon me for the late updates. damn busy with i dont know what. HARHAR!!!!!

alrights. ive cleared two big projects. presentations and acts. advertisement and presentation again! hars. not too bad. i have a bunch of great groupmates. ill introduce them to you readers later on.

APPLAUSE to my groupmates for all the hard times they have to go through, and yeap had GONE through! PRAISE GOD. for the patience the challenges, the stressing, the getting pissed and the whatever. its all gone for good now and we have to just start MUGGING for our finals! keep on keeping on my dear friends. :p

alright. just a slight updates of what had i done all these while.

went MOS on the EVE of National Day with dearest SERENE, and her classmates. jam packed. damn irritated by being squeezed to the side. cant dance shit. even had a hard time getting outta the dance floor. everyone are like squashed together like SARDINES. damnit.

oh i met friends there too! JY AND WENDY! harhar.

nonetheless i still danced and had fun. thou i was being irritated by some stupid guys. pea brains. how dare they take that chance to even pat my head and said: MAN MAN LAI! -wo shi fei chang de bu shuang lor! wo ye bu yao man ser mer lai!-

they were practically doing nothing but just trying to throw their fat smelly body towards us lar. i can imagine their ugly faces. PUI.

the girls and i were practically trying to get our way out from the dance floor and thanks to some very kind guys who opened up a very small way for us but in the middle of the dance floor... i was like STUCKED. i can feel my boobs pressed on my arms then on the other girls back. how flat is my boobs now? HAI. and theres some irritants pat on my head and serenes. taking chance to just feel the TOUCH? of our head? damn disgusted. pui. and they sounded so TIKO. erks.

i didnt even had the chance to take a look at there ugly faces. why ugly? TIKO guys handsome mehs? HARHAR! they've got looks like wolves. HARHAR!!!!!!!!

on the lighter note.

i went to nelson's very very beautiful home! i tell you, this guy is greatly blessed for every single thing. i think God is just too good to him lar! was there for steamboat dinner and teppanyaki. beloved people present are KY, NELSON,YT and CASON not forgetting me too! HARs!

what a good post national day celebration i had! ohhh.. how nice~

well well. even on the eve i had to head to my groupmates home to do PROJECT, FLIMING.

i took pictures too!!

and on National Day itself i met my sweetheart at for BBQ steamboat dinner with his family, and i brought along serene! thats the greatest dinner i had ever enjoyed. i love everyone there!

and... nomore enjoyment, its WORK next. HAI. what to do? when i am so NOT financially blessed?

alrights. i went Miss clarity with nelson today. had a great meal with him and not forgetting the oh so yummilicious MUD OZZE. it taste heavenly.

and i wanna savour cakes from The Patissier.

viola! PICTURES TALK NOW!

at MOS~


my beloved best friend!




























my phones flashlights damn bright.


WENDY~

at nelson's home!




YT and missy moi.


nelson and missy moi!


again


KY


CASON!


they are the ones who PAMPERED me with prawns! HARHAR!


US!


sucha nice view of the sunny sunset.

project/fliming.








sab and moi.


again


banu sab and myself.








banu and moi


i seemed so tall right? harhar




they are sab kala banu juli and ain not forgetting missy moi!






















im hungry for more ice cream!






im playing while waiting for our groups director to come out. im supposed to be going for a bath!


ain!


she ate my ICE CREAM. in the video. hars.


DIRECTOR


she DIRECTS


we LISTENS.

and today at MISS CLARITY!


NELSON! my best bud!


i know i look horrible here. harhar. do i need to look like a beau in a school with no hunk? hahaaaa! -giggles-

all in all i had a great time!

before i end!

HAPPY NINTH MY BABY! I LOVE YOU BILLIONS!

hes away for genting with his pilot trainee friends while here i am mugging and nagging and nua-ing at home. HARHAR!

i miss my most important sweetheart!

oh.. HE APPEARED AT MY WORKPLACE LAST NIGHT WITH MY OH SO FAVOURITE NUM FLIP FLOPS! HARHAR!

lovemisswanthimsodamnmuch! HARHAR!

till then~